*enters thread still crying* [img]graemlins/cry_smile.gif[/img]

Okay, I guess I am the big bawl baby here, but that message really really got to me. I worry alot about Darren. Some may say that is crazy... to worry about someone that I don't even personally know; but truthfully, because of his lyrics and his journals, etc... I do feel like a know a piece of him and because of that I worry about him. I had fears he was not doing well... and this journal really did confirm that for me, and that made me sad [img]frown.gif[/img] But at the same time it made me smile because I also feel that he is okay with all of that and is accepting things and moving through them. Things that I wasn't sure he was able to accept and move with before.

And I just adored his Uncle stories. I could just picture him sitting snuggled with his nephew while reading How The Grinch Stole Christmas. I could just see him hording popcorn at the movie theatre. I could just see him with a 6 year old across from him, smiling as they did yoga together.

So yeah... that message really really moved me and just re-affirmed what it is I admire and love about Darren.